Saturday, 15 October 2016

Boys Do Not Cook

            Ekue noticed Kayi squatting in front of her house cooking. What could be more amusing than stirring sand in cans? Especially on a nice Saturday morning. Two heads are better than one. Surely Kayi would want a playmate.
            “Kaka-a-a-a,” Ekue called.
            Kayi looked up with a pout. “Don’t disturb me,” she muttered.
            “Can’t we cook together?” Ekue asked.
            “No,” Kayi said, shaking her head. “Boys do not cook.”
            Ekue stood still and scratched his head. He was bored in the house and was looking for something interesting to do. If only Kayi would accept him!
                        Ekue scratched his head again. Then his face lit up. “Can I cook with you if I bring you real ingredients?”
Kayi’s brown eyes sparkled. “From your mommy in the market?” she asked.
            “Yes,” Ekue replied brightly.
            Kayi grabbed the cans and poured out the sand she pretended was maize flour and the sunflower leaves she used as ademe.
            “Bring pepper, tomatoes, ademe, okra ...” she recited as Ekue raced off, purring like a motorcycle.
            “Something wrong?” Mama asked when he got to the market.
            “No,” Ekue said. “I need condiments to cook with Kayi.”
            Mama smiled and wrapped a small satchet of withering vegetables, except pepper, for him. 
Ekue hopped back to Kayi.
Kayi’s eyes widened on seeing the vegetables. “I can make a real soup now,” she sighed.
“Yes, real food,” Ekue replied, dropping onto his knees.
“No!” Kayi said, stretching out her arms. “I don’t want a boy to spoil my soup.”
“But I brought the ingredients,” Ekue protested.
“They are not nice,” Kayi said with a wrinkled nose. “They are dry. So I can’t play with you.”
Ekue sprang up. “Give me back my dry ingredients,” he blurted out.
“Oh-h-h-h!” Kayi’s eyes grew wide. “Nobody takes back a gift.”
“It wasn’t a gift. You agreed that I could cook with you if I brought you ingredients.”
“No-o-o-o. I accepted your offer of ingredients. Okay, you can cook with me if you bring me herrings and salt.”
Ekue rushed home and took a pinch of salt. Mama would not mind, he thought. He could not find any herrings. He took out an old picture book and cut out a picture of a fish. Back to Kayi he held it out lamely.
Kayi tossed back her head and chortled. “Who eats a paper fish? You see, boys do not know how to cook.”
“But I want to cook with you,” Ekue said as if he would cry.
Kayi looked at him. “Bring me a real fish if you want to cook with me.”
Ekue rushed back to Mama in the market. “I need some herrings,” he said.
“Tomorrow,” Mama said and sent him back.
 “Mama said tomorrow,” Ekue said.
Kayi cocked her head to one side. “You can play with me today but if you don’t bring me herrings tomorrow don’t come near me.”

Ekue dropped on his haunches and fanned the broom twigs under the cans standing on pieces of stones. 

Baby Antelope Outwits Father Lion

            “I need to run to the other side of the savanna,” Mother Antelope said to Baby Antelope. “Please don’t stray away. The grassland is dangerous.”
“Okay, Mom,” Baby Antelope said obediently. “I will keep indoors.”
Mother Antelope tousled her hair. “Good girl,” she said, kissed her, and left.
Soon Baby Antelope got thirsty. But where could she find water to drink?
Forgetting what Mother Antelope had told her, Baby Antelope slunk to the banks of the river gurgling through the savanna.
She lowered her head to drink when she heard Father Lion roaring behind her.
Baby Antelope remembered her mother’s words. She began to bawl.
“Why are you crying so?” Father Lion asked.
In a plaintive voice, Baby Antelope said, “Mother Lion has just carried my mother up that hill.”
“She should not dine alone,” Father Lion growled. His mane stood up around his neck. “Wait for me here, okay? I will bring you your mother right away.”
Baby Antelope curtsied. “Oh, thank you very much, Father Lion,” she said gratefully and Father Lion dashed away.
As soon as he got beyond earshot, Baby Antelope sprang off with leaps as high and as far as she could.


Chaos in the African World

            I dreamed. Mosquitoes buzzed all around me. I threw my eyes open to find it was no dream. I swiped at the mosquitoes which whined eerily out of danger. Sasu, my six-year-old son, squirmed between me and my wife Viviane as the mosquitoes feeding on him zoomed off startled by the blows of the cover cloth I beat the room with.
            “Have they cut off power already?” Viviane asked drowsily.
            “Yep.”
            “Thank God the weather is cool,” she said and soon began to snore softly again.
            I swung out of bed and squeezed out of the tiny bedroom. I beat the room some more and soon the shrill sounds of escaping mosquitoes ceased. I dragged to the adjoining bedroom, large enough for a bed, two dressing-cupboards, and a one-meter walking space. I
killed more mosquitoes here whilst my eldest son, Yema, 15, and his sister, Christine, 10, stretched happily in bed.
I cursed the leaders of Togo—my country—and of Africa. How can’t they realize that carved up as we are by the colonialists at the Berlin Conference of 1884, we have no chance to survive? At the 9th ordinary AU meeting in Accra, the capital city of the neighboring country of Ghana, African heads failed to set up a continental government for the creation of a United States of Africa. Not surprising. Most are not patriots but people interested only in power. Some of them had come to power through coup d’états and practically all manage to hang on to power through sham elections and intimidation or elimination of political opponents.
            For the past nine months we have been experiencing power cuts. When it began in August 2006, the government assured us that everything will return to normal by December. Ghana, from where we get the power, said the situation could continue up to June this year. June is gone and matters are worse than before. From 12 hours of power a day, now we are receiving barely six. This is where we find ourselves after almost 50 years of independence.
The water level in the Akosombo dam in Ghana has been going dangerously low in the dry season for the past 10 years but nobody thought of building another dam or installing other means of power such as solar energy (despite plenty of sunshine year round), wind power, nuclear power (we prefer to sell the uranium mined in Niger—our neighbour to the north—to France) or gas turbines (Nigeria, not far away burns off its abundant gas reserves) That is Africa for you!        
When the European adventurers came in the 15th century, we engaged in trade with them, which they soon turned to their advantage, taking away gold, ivory, diamonds and
selling us cheap and nasty goods such as mirrors, beads, outmoded Western clothing, gin, and gunpowder. Then came slavery in 1445. For over 400 years, Africa—especially coastal West Africa, Central Africa, and Madagascar—lost millions of its young children and healthy adults and the opportunity for development as no one could procreate or carry out any economic or social activity in an atmosphere ruled by violence and fear. When the capture and sale of Africans ended, Europe devised colonialism about two decades later to put us under their thumb again. The new form of slavery plunged Africans into forced labor to extract their abundant natural resources for the benefit of colonial countries. That domination having come to an end in the 60s, Africans then found themselves between the devil (the Western nations—mainly Europe and America—which control the destiny of Africa in a neo-colonial system that dictates the prices—often downwards—of Africa’s exports and orientates its policies: you are pro-West and we support you; you turn elsewhere and we tear you down) and the deep blue sea (our leaders who oppress their people, mismanage the economy, engage in bribery and corruption, lord it over their citizens, or revel in obscurantist policies). This is the background against which our predicament must be viewed and not some congenital inability to progress.
After drawing water from the well in the center of the courtyard and having my bath, I left 100 francs CFA (about 20 cents) on the dressing-table for each of my kids for breakfast of cooked rice and stew sold by the roadside.
I am a part-time English teacher paid only for the hours that I teach. I had worked in a German firm where I enjoyed fringe benefits such as company accommodation and a car. With a view to working for myself, I had opened a grocery shop run by my brothers. In October 1990, the slow fight for democracy exploded and social unrest set in. By November
1992, a nationwide strike was declared to force the President to accept multiparty democracy. He refused and the strike continued. My employer opened a branch in Benin where I was sent. The personnel in Lome which did not enjoy the same privileges as I resorted to backbiting and my boss decided to halve my salary. I refused and he fired me. I seized the courts whose decision came three years later. I had then borrowed more than my severance pay. Meanwhile my shop situated in Be, a zone unfavorable to the President, was ransacked by rampaging soldiers who used all means to kill the people’s resolve for liberty. I went bankrupt. Africa is maybe the only continent where one can easily tumble from a summit to an abysmal depth overnight and where also with the right political connections one can spring from rags to riches.
Bonjour,” I greeted my co-tenants, crossed the courtyard where their children played noisily and stepped out into the dusty streets of Nyekonakpoe.
Nyekonakpoe is one of the earliest settlements in Lome, the capital city of 1 million inhabitants. It is bounded on the west by Aflao, the border town in the Republic of Ghana; on the east by Hanoukope; on the north by Tokoin where the university hospital which has become a place for people to die is situated; and on the south by Kodjoviakope where thieves are loaded with blocks and dumped into the sea.
I nodded to the young men in front of the shack where a woman sold sodabi—the strong local gin ‘Kill me quick.’ They nodded back. One man with a bloated body leaned against the wooden wall and dozed. Such moments offer them the occasion to complete the sleep they snatched on verandahs or in courtyards.
These drunkards have given up all hopes in life. They often go at dawn to wake up the sodabi seller to—as they refer to the first shot—wash their face and brush their teeth. They
dawdle here all day sharing shots of drinks till midnight when they totter home to sleep on empty stomachs or whatever little food somebody left them. Most of them became drunkards after losing their jobs or on finding none. Often they are at loggerheads with their families who reject, neglect, or ignore them.
Two houses away, the congregation of the Lord’s Salvation Church, made up of almost 90% of women, rocked with fiery prayers after vibrating with joyful singing. Some members spend all their time at the church. Loud all-night services and frequent fasting are the lot of the congregation, most of whom are poor.
Only traditional churches—Catholic, Presbyterian, Anglican, Baptist, Assemblies of God—were authorized in Togo until 1990. Thanks to religious liberalization and the economic crisis which followed, new churches sprang up in each vacant lot and hall. People who became pastors, evangelists, and prophets overnight promise the congregation miracles and wonders. Some members claimed miracles in their lives. The pastors became wealthy from collections, thanksgiving, harvest, and tithes especially. Most of the members of the congregation however still wallow in poverty.
The pungent smell of marijuana hit me as I got to the first intersection. The storey building on the right is a skeleton of the Grains Board that it was two years ago. Such symbols of state were destroyed by angry youth when the results of the 2005 presidential elections were announced, giving a landslide victory to the ruling party’s candidate against the sole candidate of the six opposition parties. The military, who had been positioned at strategic points, intervened with weapons of war. A human rights defense organization announced over 1,500 killed. A UN commission of enquiry declared 532 killed. A national commission of
enquiry found 153 killed. All three bodies proposed judging the culprits. Up to now none has been arrested.
Grand-frere—” Elder brother—Amuzu, the head of the gangs occupying the hollow building said, “going to check the town?”
“Yes,” I said. “How are things?”
“We thank God for today.”
Amuzu is a victim of a failed home where a dad was absent and the poor mother struggled to look after the numerous children. True to his word Amuzu has not returned to jail since he left it for the third time eight years ago.
Before reaching the tarred road, a group of young adults and adolescents quietly played cards for cash. Often tempers rose here; then fists, knives, clubs, or stones flew. The devil really finds work for the idle hand.
Yet among this group are university graduates, informal sector workers, and carpenters, masons, electricians, and auto mechanics. The problem is high unemployment and underemployment among the 20-40-year age bracket. Such groups can be found all over the city, lending credence to the assertion that a high percentage of the youth are unemployed. In the absence of statistics nobody knows their number. These able hands still live with and are fed by their poor, aged parents. For girls, the result is more dramatic, culminating in rape, unwanted pregnancies, HIV/AIDS, prostitution, and early marriages.
I walked up rue Adjololo and at the next intersection ate breakfast by the roadside where a pool of stagnant water threw up horrible smells. Lome is a city below sea level. A drainage system is almost non-existent. So anytime it rains, the city becomes waterlogged. The standing waters breed mosquitoes and turn muddy. When the rains cease in a few weeks,
it is dust that the wind and storms will blow our way. The cheapest breakfast now is corn porridge and bread or doughnut. With 20 cents (10 cents of porridge and 10 cents of bread) I am okay. To feel like having eaten to one’s fill, some people first drink a mug of water, slurp 10 cents worth of porridge and bread, and drink on another cup of water. They do the same when they eat 20 cents worth of beans and oil mixed with gari—a fried cassava meal—for lunch and 20 cents of kenkey, a vapor-cooked corn dough meal, with fish, and at best without, as supper. Fifty cents a day instead of the World Bank’s one dollar a day would best describe the poor here.
I flogged a motorcycle-taxi called Ole yi a?—Are you going? Using motorcycles as taxis began in the late 80s in Cotonou, Benin. The country had been ruined by President Kerekou’s obscure Marxist policies. Taxis were few. People began to use motorcycles for commercial transport. Very soon zemidjan—come let’s go—became popular.
Togo, whose economy was flourishing under a pro-Western government, began to experience a downturn when the regime resisted attempts at democratization. Zemidjan soon appeared here under the local name Ole yi a.
“I’m going to the central post office,” I told the rider.
“Two fifty,” he said.
“Let me give you two hundred,” I said.
The rider shook his head, revving up his engine. “Two twenty-five…”
I shook my head and he zoomed off.
The second also refused. The third one accepted the 40 cents and I hopped onto the shiny, Chinese-made Sanya motorcycle.
Businesses first began to sell secondhand Yamaha Mate 125 motorcycles. As many people preferred zemidjan to taxis, the selling price shot up from $500 to $1,500. Then the Chinese introduced their brand new Sanili motorcycles at $450. The Ole yi a exploded. As many people became riders youth crime also reduced dramatically. A situation appreciated by the women traders at the Central Market who often fell victims to the idle youth. Therefore, when the government tried to outlaw Ole yi a, it was these powerful traders who stepped in and wrenched official recognition for it.
“The Ibos have woken up to their scam business again,” the garrulous rider said as we passed by a cybercafé. “How do you call it, patron?”
“Four-One-Nine.”
“That’s it!” he added gleefully. “How they are stealing white people!”
It is true Nigerians have earned a bad name for their Internet frauds which consists in making foreigners believe they have a fortune to take out of their country but they need the collaboration of someone having a foreign account to do so. They promise the unsuspecting victim a commission running into millions of dollars if he could help repatriate the funds. Attracted by an easy gain, the foreigner agrees. The Nigerian soon asks for money to bribe officials of the Ministry of Finance to obtain the permission to transfer the funds. The foreigner sends the money. Soon the criminal demands more money for other officials. The victim soon realizes that he is being duped. By this time he has lost hundreds of thousands or even a million dollars.
Why this? The first explanation is that citizens of an oil-rich country are reduced to crushing poverty. Whilst Nigeria (the 6th largest world exporter and the N° 1 in Africa), makes huge receipts from its vast oil reserves corrupt politicians and economic
mismanagement do not let the citizens feel the effect of the money. It is estimated that Nigerian politicians have stolen some $400 billion dollars since independence. Where is this money kept? In Western banks!. Thus they are abettors. What about the victims of the 419 scammers? The fraudsters often inform them that the money belongs to a former politician and the government is trying to freeze it. Although unfortunate, why should one cry, when a dog eats a dog? I myself receive 419 scam mails. When I once answered one of them that I was a poor struggling African businessman from whom he couldn’t get a single cent, he replied: “Sorry, brother, it’s the slave owners and colonialists who are paying their debts.” When I said that I didn’t agree with his method, he told me to go to hell. That is what the neo-colonial system has made of us.
The motorcycle rider slowed down. “How can they block this busy road?” he fumed at the intersection of the Lycée français, the French high school.
“Don’t you know who they are blocking the road for?”
The rider sighed.
Togo became a German colony when the German explorer Gustav Nachtigal signed a protectorate agreement with King Mlapa of now Togoville in 1884. At the shores of the now Lac Togo, Nachtigal had asked people where the King lived. “Togodo,” –Behind the lake—they said. Nachtigal called the territory “Togo.” The Germans lost Togo after the Second World War and the United Nations placed it under French protectorate to guide it to independence.
The fight for independence pitted those who wanted independence now against those who advocated a gradual evolution towards it. The colonial powers opposed the first group and supported the second. But the people stood behind the nationalists. Thus, Sylvanus
Olympio defeated the conservative group in the first elections held in 1956. The French reluctantly handed over authority. From far, they controlled events in Togo. A coup d’état, master-minded by them on January 13, 1963, led to the assassination of the President. France gave its full support to the military regime. To show its appreciation for the French support, the regime does everything to please France. Blocking the road for French school children is one of them.
“Silly,” the rider said as the policeman finally signaled us to move. “Why don’t they direct traffic for the children of the Ecole Primaire Evangélique de Nyekonakpoe?”—a local primary school an intersection away.
 “Are they French?” I said.
“So our children have to face dangers unaided?”
“That’s the order of things.”
The rider shook his head, zigzagging into the road.
Someone honked hard behind us.
We turned to see a taxi bearing down on us.
“Are you out of your senses?” the rider shouted when the driver came abreast.
“Your parents are out of their senses,” the driver yelled back.
“Look at this illiterate,” the rider shouted.
The driver swerved right, jamming us into the dusty sidewalk.
“Take it cool, man,” I yelled to the rider who chased the driver.
He slapped his handlebars. “I wanted to teach that son-of-a-bitch a lesson.”
“Which of you can get hurt in a confrontation?”
“You’re right, patron,” he said. “Hadn’t it been for this crisis who’d ride a zemidjan with a university’s degree?”
It is not uncommon to find taxi drivers and motorcycle riders fighting.
I don’t think the harsh economic environment is the only cause of such confusion. The African world is a hell of confusion. I had secretly but painfully been agreeing with those who interpreted this as some congenital inability to be orderly until specialists began to explain the psychological disorders of American soldiers who fought in Vietnam as a result of the horrors they lived there. If atrocities over a relatively short period could have such profound effects on the psyche of American soldiers then what can be said of the psyche of Black people from the centuries of cruelty inflicted on them?
 Africans on the continent have gone through traumas which disorganized their social, political, religious, and economic systems. For people attached to society imagine what the separation of kith and kin by slavery might have done to the African left behind and the one slavery yanked away. Imagine the shock of the African trying to build his life again after slavery and then in less than a generation being thrust into colonialism. No doubt political independence brought such high hopes. But without economic independence Africans soon felt as frustrated as a bird released from a cage and which took to the air only to be yanked back by a rope tied to its feet. Add poverty, hunger, diseases, dictatorships, brutal civil wars, exploited and mismanaged economies and the confusion becomes apparent. How can a people subjected to centuries of such brutalities be expected not to exhibit ‘strange symptoms’?
The same is true of enslaved Africans. Can these people marked by forced separation, degrading travel in the dungeon of a slave ship, sale on a foreign market, slave labor, lynching, Jim Crow laws, and racial discrimination be themselves again? Somewhere,
something will go wrong in these people’s psyche. No doubt, a great confusion also reigns in the African world in the Diaspora of North America, Latin America, the West Indies, and elsewhere. We are a people bent beyond resiliency. It’s amazing how we’ve managed to remain intact.
Patron, are you going to the post office itself?” the rider asked, butting into my thoughts.
I jumped. I hadn’t realized we’d come so far. The only thing I’d been aware of occured at the red light at Nyekonakpoe where a child strapped to its mother’s back bawled and rocked its head from the acrid fumes pouring out of the exhaust pipes of the motorbikes. Many people buy their gas from the illegal roadside sellers who get their stock from pilfered gas smuggled from Nigeria. People have been sensitized to the dangers of the roadside fuel such as fire outbreaks and the bad quality which poses threats to health, the environment, and engines but the high cost of fuel at the gas stations and grinding poverty make people reason otherwise.
“I’m going to a cybercafé behind the post,” I said and the rider slowed down and swerved into the middle of the road without even a peek in his rear-view mirror. I glanced behind. Luckily there was no danger. Zemidjan riders have been known to cause the most stupid of road accidents because of lack of knowledge of the Highway Code. “Yes, take this road to the mosque.
“Slowly,” I added as the rider wanted to cross a flying zemidjan.
The other rider flashed his headlight. At our side, he raised his hand as if to strike my rider. “Fool,” he shouted as mine dodged.
“Mad dog,” my rider shouted.
I shook my head.
. “Why are most of the riders so rude?” I asked.
“Because they’re villagers,” he said.  “If these useless impostors hadn’t monopolized power who’ll do this work?”
I didn’t respond to that. It is dangerous to discuss politics in Togo if you don’t know who you are talking to.
Despite the harsh single party rule of the Rassemblement du Peuple togolais (RPT) having ended in 1993, they still behave as before relying on France, the tribal security forces, an electoral commission independent only in name, and a biased constitutional court.
In the café I bought time—60 cents for an hour—and realized there was no connection. I sat there fuming at this Africa.  
“The connection is back,” the cybercafé clerk soon said gleefully.
I clicked the yahoo link to the homepage but the connection was crazily slow. Through several refreshes of the page, I was able to send only a message in half an hour. I left in a huff to buy ‘Daily Graphic,’ the Ghanaian newspaper.
I took the avenue de la liberation towards downtown. The roads department laborers have cleared the gutter of silt. Anytime it rained, this road became a lake. A contract was awarded to someone to construct a gutter along it. A shallow ditch up to knee length was dug and the sides and the bottom haphazardly laid with concrete. When it was finished, it was a gutter with crooked sides and an uneven bottom which was covered with concrete slabs which cave in when vehicles run over them. When the rains came the gutter couldn’t evacuate the water. Most of the slabs covering the gutter broke into two when the roads department laborers pried them open with metal bars. When they shovelled out the dark silt, the laborers
left the smelly mounds full of plastic bags and household rubbish by the side of the road to dry before being carted away. Sometimes new rains wash them back into the gutters.
On the road running along the northern edge of Fréau Jardin, hordes of zemidjan riders argued over the headlines in the independent newspapers. Sometimes they fight over differing political opinions. Inside the park, idle people dozed on the concrete benches. Children on holidays played football.
Across the street from Fréau Jardin, now renamed Place Anani Santos, is the crumbling basketball playing ground for the youth. Maybe it hasn’t been sold by corrupt politicians like the state reserved lands in the other quarters because it was too well known. Because of the disposal of such lands, one can count the city’s parks on the fingers of one hand.
On the rue des Champs des Courses, another contractor was busy on a shoddy work to be called a gutter.
I once asked a national development planner why projects carried out just after independence (and even before!) are still intact while those being executed now hardly last a few years.
“The reasons are bribery and corruption on one hand,” he said, “and on the other the lack of mastery of trades and lost of pride in a good work done.”
“I see.”
“Projects are financed with loans. When they’re granted, the Head of State dips his hands into it; the sector Minister does the same; that ministry’s officials award the contract to unqualified companies belonging to friends or relatives. The contractor looks for his share; the workers on site steal the material; wouldn’t shoddy work be done?”
I nodded. “But there’re inspectors.”
He laughed. “The contractor fills their pockets and they produce complacent reports.”
“Jeez!”
He nodded. “And then nowadays people do not take the trouble to master trades before beginning to work. So we have half-baked artisans on the job.”
Ahead of me is the headquarters of the Togolaise des eaux, the water corporation, which is one of the state-owned enterprises privatized under opaque conditions. These corporations—especially the utility ones—rendered the people essential services. But by graciously serving the Managing Directors (who are often not the right people at those places) they went bankrupt. The World Bank ordered such enterprises privatized. But the desired results did not come. This is where these bodies carry some of the blame for Africa’s woes. For example, when they ordered the withdrawal of subsidies for education, health, and water under the Structural Adjustment Program, among other social ills the illiteracy rate rose and diseases eradicated resurfaced.
As I got nearer the Central Market the zemidjan riders and the taxi drivers honked incessantly at each other and at pedestrians obliged to walk in the narrow street alongside cars parked left and right because wares flow from the stores right up to the sidewalks and the little space left is also occupied by traders.
The further I went the denser the crowds became. Around the market, young ladies carried imported goods on bowls balanced on their heads, carried in their arms, or displayed on trays. Some thrust the goods right into one’s face. Children, who should be at school, sold wares.
At the market intersection, we crawled. Here reign the Nana Benz. Years ago, mostly men worked in the civil service. The women did trading. Soon they became powerful. Despite their financial capacity and business acumen nobody advises them to go into industry.
The town center is littered with plastic carrying bags and other packages. Two- and three-storey office buildings are replacing historic buildings which belong to mulatto families.
In 1835 enslaved Africans in Brazil rebelled against the slave owners who chartered ships and returned them to Benin and Togo. They became importers of European cloth and tobacco and exporters of copra and palm kernels. Unfortunately their great-great-grandchildren are giving up their Portuguese style houses in order to push back poverty.
Also caught in the mirage of defeating poverty are the youth elbowing pushcarts. Seeing the energy they put into the work, I wonder if they aren’t killing themselves slowly.
The ‘Daily Graphic’ was sold out. I hopped on a zemidjan. On my left, at the Togoese border post of Kodjoviakope, despite warnings, fines, signs, and civic education, people still ease themselves at the beach at night and urinate there during the day. Behind a recently-constructed public latrine, people have begun to dump rubbish.
I showed my national identity card to the Togolese police who are in charge of immigration matters and walked past a group begging to be allowed to cross into Ghana instead of paying the bribe of $1 per head for not possessing any travelling document.
“Where are you going?” the Ghanaian immigration officer asked me at the other side where a large number of travellers was held up.
“To buy a newspaper, sah,” I said respectfully.
“Your passport?” he asked gruffly.
“Oh, sah, I just want the ‘Graphic.’”
“See the boss.” He jostled me towards a counter.
“Yes, sah, I want to go and buy the ‘Graphic,’” I said through the wire mesh.
The boss stared queerly at me. “Are you Ghanaian?” he asked finally.
“No. Togolese brought up in Ghana.”
“Then you’re not Ghanaian. Ten thousand cedis.”—the Ghanaian equivalent of $1.
“The newspaper isn’t worth half that much. I prefer to go back.”
“Okay, go.”
I gave him a military salute.
Colonialists created such problems for Africans when they drew arbitrary lines on the African map in their scramble for Africa at Berlin in 1884. The same ethnic groups, clans, and even families found themselves on either side of borders and assumed different nationalities. For example, the people of Aflao Gakli in Togo bury their dead in Ghana because the colonial border running across their land left their ancestral cemetery in Ghana.
Sub-regional economic groupings like the Economic Community of West African States (ECOWAS) has abolished visa requirements for their citizens travelling to each other’s country and also instituted the free movement of people and goods in the region. Yet going across any border is a harrowing experience. The Nigerian border at Seme is so rough that even Nigerians holding valid passports have to pay bribes to leave or enter their own country! To cross Ghana into the Ivory Coast at the Elubo crossing point, the Ivorian officers extort $4 from people with passports and more for those without. In Benin it is $1. Immigration officials collect bribes openly with so much impunity because when the top is corrupt, the bottom can also afford to be.
On walking home from the border children taunted each other in the streets and giggled childishly. I wondered what future awaited them, remembering an article which claimed that Africa now is poorer than it was 35 years ago. We scattered from the street as someone honked harshly behind us and a Hammer 4x4 vehicle with black windows zoomed past, raising a cloud of dust.
“Thieves!” a woman selling roasted corn on the cob sneered.
I walked past an army truck dropping soldiers with Kalashnikovs at strategic points to patrol the streets. But when night falls they will erect roadblocks instead and demand ransom from zemidjan riders and anybody not carrying an identity document.
Soon I was sitting in my candle-lit apartment with my family, the mosquitoes buzzing around us despite the mosquito coil which is supposed to kill them.
“It only dazes them,” Viviane said. “Watch out for malaria.”

I wondered why a vaccine has not been found for malaria which kills millions of Africans each year. But then I remembered that this is a continent where a solution is hardly sought to any problem; instead chaos is left to reign supreme.

Call the Dead and They’ll be There

Jeff Luther Crawford sat hunched in the car while his wife Diannie started the engine. Then a cold, gusty wind whooped. A common vampire bat, tiny eyes scintillating in its mouse-like face like a headlight, swooped down, flying in loops and making straight for the car’s windshield. Diannie shrieked and threw her hands over her face. The bat zoomed over the car, giving out loud, eerie cries and then perched on a tree stump nearby, its mouth bared, showing sharp teeth in the red cavity like the fangs of a cobra. Jeff moaned. Grandma Lucille sang louder and harder from her rocking chair inside the house. Just then thunder growled, lightning pealed and voices chattered like an animated discussion in a tavern. Then Mr. Scoggins’s skeleton appeared, sliding towards them with jagged movements.
“Where’s he, my runaway slave!” The nasal twang sounded like an enraged dragon’s voice out of a spooky fairy tale.
It all began with Jeff, a former mechanic, who had just returned to the States from the Republic of Benin in West Africa, one of the birthplaces of voodoo. He had spent three years there learning to be initiated into the secrets of voodoo practices.  
One evening Jeff announced gravely to the household made up of his mother-in-law, Grandma Lucille; Diannie, a nurse; his sister-in-law Kate, an anthropology major; and his son Roy: “I’m gonna call George Kelly Scoggins tonight, and ask that slavedriver why he’d been so mean to the black families he overseered.”
Diannie burst into laughter. “You’re gonna do what? Call a dead man?”
“Sure,” Jeff said. “Africans do it all the time. I witnessed it myself several times in Benin.”
Grandma Lucille stopped crocheting. “If you got that power,” she said in a sing-song manner, “leave an evil man alone and better call Dan for me ‘cos I miss him so bad.”
All laughed. Dan was her husband who died five years ago.
“I’m not joking at all,” Jeff said. “You’ll see it tonight at the graveyard.”
“Dad, I’ll come along,” Roy said enthusiastically.
His mother gave him a dark look. “A’int nobody accompanying Jeff to no goddamn graveyard,” she said gravely. “The dead are dead.” She leaned in the cushion and pouted. “If you’ve got voodoo powers, better use it to get us out of want instead of venturing into a dangerous enterprise.”
Kate laid aside the book on social anthropology she was reading for a term paper. “In primitive cultures,” she said, “the dead are not really dead. They live as spirits around the living and only the initiates can communicate with them.”
“Supposing it’s real,” Grandma Lucille said seriously, “wouldn’t that sort of be risky, calling a dead man?” She looked around the room over the top of her thick glasses. “I remember the preacher reading one day from the old testament—don’t remember which book—that we shouldn’t call the dead.”
“Which proves that one can call the dead,” Jeff said triumphantly.
Diannie sighed wearily. “What would it profit us to call an old slavedriver?”
“The past sheds light on the present,” Jeff said, “And the present dictates the future. Knowing the past can let us understand our present predicament and chart tomorow.”
“Working hard is the only way to better  tomorrow,” Diannie said and smacked her lips together.
Kate picked up her book again. “If the past wasn’t important who’ll study history?” she argued.
“You’re damn right, Kate,” Jeff agreed with her. “I’ll call that Scoggins tonight.”
Grandma Lucille cleared her throat. “I hope you a’int gonna bring no apocalypse on this house, would you?
            At 11 p.m. Jeff locked himself up in his shrine in the attic and prepared himself spiritually. Everybody stared at him thirty minutes later as he set out for the Caffee Community Cemetery, four miles north of their home in West Blocton in the Bibb county of Alabama. He entered the cemetery on the left and slunk towards Mr. Scoggins’ grave, knelt in front of it and occasionally flashed a torch on his watch to observe the time. The grass
caressed his knees as if little fingers poked at them. The hush of the cemetery made him feel a bit uneasy although he wasn’t afraid; the chilling fog made him shiver a little.
At exactly midnight, he dug out a talisman and recited a charm, which he completed with: “George Kelly Scoggins, I’ve come this night to call you. By the powers of Odzanoganon, Dan, and Sakpata, and by the consecration of Daagbo Hunon, I command you to hearken to me.”
            Immediately a gust of wind howled over the cemetery, shrilling eerily through the trees. Someone yawned loudly as if waking reluctantly from a deep sleep. Dogs barked in the distance, owls hooted and people cracked into peals of laughter like drunks. A gate creaked open, loud and long, and then banged shut with a boom which made Jeff jump. Then came echoes like rough voices talking in a deep cavern. The owls hooted again.
            “Why have you waken me from my deep slumber?” a deep, rough voice growled from the grave like thunder rolling in a cave.
            The air chilled further. Thunder pealed and lightning flashed. Cats meowed and dogs growled as if locked in fight. Jeff began to tremble. “I...I...I,” he stammered.
            “Talk!” the coarse voice snapped and the crazy laughter pealed again.
            Jeff’s eyelids flickered like a shutter. Weird creatures leaped all around him. “I’m sorry for disturbing you,” he said and swallowed hard. “Please go back to your eternal sleep.”
            “You cannot send me back just like that,” the voice growled. “I’ll need my runaway slave to go back.”
            “Runaway slave?” Jeff murmured, “Which runaway slave?”
            “Abraham Dossou Crawford!”
            Abraham Dossou Crawford was Jeff’s great grandfather who had run away from slavery in the 1800s. His independence of spirit made him keep his African middle name.
            “But he’s dead long ago,” Jeff stuttered.
            “I need him here now!” The voice sounded cross. “I need my runaway slave, do you hear?”
            “But this’s the twenty-first century,” Jeff stammered. “There’re no slaves.”
            “Where is my slave!” the voice thundered, then the ground trembled like an earthquake. The wind whistled like a hurricane and Jeff felt himself freezing. Booming noises, like the ocean crashing on the shore, rose. Then Mr. Scoggins’ grave burst open;  a strong white light jabbed out and a skeleton rose from the grave with rattling sounds. “My slave or yourself!” the skeleton growled. “You said there’re no slaves in America, what are you?”
Jeff flinched back. The skeleton’s eye sockets began to flash red as if fire burned in them, its bared teeth chattered, and its metacarpals ending in long phalanges began to curve into vices which reached out for Jeff’s neck to throttle him. Jeff squealed and sprang back.
            Ha! Ha! Ha ! Ha !  the skeleton rocked with laughter which resonated all over the quiet cemetery. “Come back here, my slave! Two long centuries.” Ha! Ha! Ha!
            “No-o-o-o!” Jeff yelled as the skeleton advanced towards him, “Go back into your grave!”
            “I’ll go back with you!” More peals of laughter followed by a nasal cough came from it.
            Sliding like a robot the skeleton still treaded towards Jeff, its outstretched bony hands reaching out for him, the eye sockets now blazing as if a volcano spurted in them.
            Jeff glared around him and then dashed off like a meteor. “There’s nowhere to hide,” the skeleton shouted and its peals of laughter rang out after Jeff. A black dog darted across Jeff’s path as he prepared to jump out of the cemetery and he nearly tumbled over.
Jeff scurried along the quiet streets, sighing like a panting dog. He must reach home quickly, was all he thought. And when he got there he jumped onto the porch, yanked the front door open, and burst into the house.
“Ghost! Ghost! Ghost!” he raved.
Grandma Lucille, sitting like a queen in her rocking chair, burst into a negro spiritual. Kate watched from the kitchen door, batting her eyes. Roy rose from the couch and rubbed his reddened eyes. Diannie shot up and rushed towards Jeff who stood in the middle of the room trembling like a leaf in a storm.
“What the hell’s the matter with you?” Diannie shouted, holding Jeff at arm’s length and shaking him. “Are you gone nuts?”
“No,” Jeff blurted out. “He’s ... he’s ... he’s after me.”
Diannie stared over Jeff’s shoulder. “Who’s after you?” she asked with some irritation in her voice. “I can’t see nobody.”
Jeff threw his hands over his face. “Mr. Scoggins’ skeleton.”
“For Chrissake, Jeff,” Diannie said with some more irritation. “A skeleton after you? What the hell are you saying?”
Jeff gawked around him while he spoke: “I called Mr. Scoggins and .. and ... and his skeleton rose out of the grave and threatened me. God, I wish it doesn’t follow me here.”
Diannie tut-tutted. “Hallucinations is all you have, do you hear. Hallucinations!”
“It a’int no hallucinations!” Jeff refuted her argument. “It’s real, like I’m seeing you.”
Then Kate came over from the kitchen. “I know spirits exist, but skeletons, humph!”
“I swear it was a skeleton.”
“I knew you were gonna bring apocalypse on this house,” Grandma Lucille sang.
“If Mr. Scoggins’ skeleton is after you why don’t you go up to consult your deity which conjured him?” Kate said. “It might have the antidote, you know.”
Jeff was too dazed to do anything.
“Godammit with all this voodoo thing,” Diannie muttered, shuffling towards her bedroom. “I better drive this nut to the hospital. A psychiatric treatment, that’s what he needs, if I know something.”
Jeff stood in the middle of the living room shaking and gaping about like a fugitive. Roy stared from one person to the other, not knowing what to make of the situation. Grandma Lucille continued to sing.
In no time at all Diannie was back with the car key and tugged Jeff towards the door.
“No-o-o!” Jeff screamed and stood his ground.
“Yes,” Diannie said firmly and led whimpering Jeff out the door like a child.
            It was soon after that Diannie started the car and the skeleton appeared, asking for Jeff.
            “Lord ‘ave mercy, it’s true,” Diannie croaked, burst out of the car and dashed into the house. Jeff sat mesmerized in the car and goggled at the approaching skeleton. Soon the skeleton reached the car door and reached out for Jeff with its bony fingers.
            “No! No! No!” Jeff screamed, sliding away towards the driver’s side. The skeleton’s eyes flashed fire, the gaping mouth sighing with relish. “I’ve got you cornered  now,” it boomed. The skeleton withdrew its white hands and walked around the car. Jeff threw the
door open to jump out. Then he saw the skeleton behind the door. He banged it shut and jumped to the other side. The skeleton let out a raucous laugh.
            At the other side Jeff finally summoned courage and banged the skeleton with the door; it went sprawling onto the floor, and then Jeff scrambled out of the car. He jumped to his feet and shot for the porch door. He burst through it, and slammed it shut. Then he locked it, barricaded it with a sofa and dashed upstairs. Everybody had disappeared from the hall.
“Damn!” Jeff swore with feeling. He has angered Mr. Scoggins by waking him from the dead. Worse, before going to the cemetery he had forgotten to ask the deity what would be needed to send the dead back to his sleep. He remembered the story of a man in Benin who called his grandfather. After consulting him, the grandfather asked for a sheep to be slaughtered before he would go back. Unable to do so, the man panicked and ran, and lost his mind. Would he go crazy too? Jeff wondered. But that did not worry him as much as the skeleton he had brought home.
Soon, a terrifying sound, like the whooshing of a hurricane, filled his ears. A mournful sound of wind whistling through tree branches appeared outside Then hail pelted the roof. The house began to rock as if a force strove to tear it from its foundations and send it hurtling across the street. Just then the wind began to rattle the windows. Soon a shutter tore loose and banged crazily before going clattering across the yard. Then the lights flickered and went out. Jeff groped for his black mechanic’s flashlight and in a bound he was downstairs. He must find where the others were hiding to protect them.
Going downstairs he had heard banging sounds like someone trying to tear down the porch door. Now it opened with a whoosh and the skeleton burst in, accompanied by cats
meowing and dogs howling like a pack of wolves. The illumination from its eyes etched bats gliding swiftly about the room with their large wings like parachutes.
Jeff recalled from his training in Benin that Dan Vodun or the serpent was the god which warded off bad spirits which haunt families and homes. He bounded up to his divination room and began to beat a gong on the floor, reciting incantations to Dan Vodun to chase off the spirits. Then Jeff heard bawling downstairs and he prayed harder, trying to remember the powerful words Daagbo Hunon used. But his mind was too cluttered for clear thought.
Then Roy shrieked downstairs and a chill washed down Jeff’s spine. Has the skeleton reached him? He picked up a powerful whisk and pattered downstairs. Roy shrieked louder from the kitchen. In a bound Jeff was there.
He flashed the light into the kitchen to see the skeleton grab Roy by the neck, its long phalanges sinking into the boy’s neck. Roy clutched the bony arms lamely. The bats, beating their wings rapidly to steady themselves, guzzled the blood oozing out. With a leap Jeff struck the skeleton with the whisk and its claws sprang off the boy’s neck. But too late. The lifeless body tipped to the floor. Kate, huddled in a corner, eyes wide with fear, sprang past Jeff and dashed upstairs.
Jeff heard the bats swoop past him and the skeleton glided after them. Minutes later Grandma Lucille was yelling in the dining corner. Jeff darted there to see the skeleton forcing its bones into the poor old woman’s neck while the vampire bats sucked the spurting blood with slurping sounds. He shook the whisk and the skeleton bumped off Grandma’s limp body. The old lady toppled over and quivered on the floor. Then the skeleton reached for Lucille. Lucille flung open a window and tried to leap out. Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha!  the skeleton guffawed,
sailed to the window, drew her back into the room and drove its bones into her neck. Lucille let out a piercing wail and collapsed. The bats burst out into weird cries and zoomed in to gulp down the blood.
Jeff bounded back to the attic, plopped onto a stool in front of the god Sakpata and beating a twelve-tongue gong on the floor, recited incantations madly. The lights flashed back on. Kate, nearby, slid into a closet and drew it shut.
Suddenly, cold dry bones grabbed Jeff by the neck and thrust piercing finger bones into it. The gong went clanging onto the floor as the searing pain registered in his brain and he let go of it. Then groggily he reached for the magic whisk. The skeleton whisked it off with its bony foot. The bats, hungry eyes flashing like bonfires, zoomed in to pump out his blood. Jeff sent his arms flying wildly to ward them off. They fought him with their droopy wings, making killer sounds. In desperation, Jeff reached out and slapped the god.
This was an offence. At the same time it signified to the god that one was in serious danger and its supernatural powers were needed. Asking for these extraordinary powers called for expensive ceremonies afterwards to ward off the spell which the act inexorably cast on the offender.
Immediately Jeff felt a strange energy fill his body. He reached out his right hand and tore off the skeleton’s. Then he gipped the wrist and snapped it.
“Oooch!” the skeleton cried out and blaring something like a war cry shoved its left phalanges into Nathaniel’s neck. Pain darted through Jeff but the bones failed to puncture his skin. The skeleton tried harder and Jeff heard cracking sounds as its fingers splintered. The bats continued to lash at him with their madly flapping wings.
Strengthened, Jeff sprang for the whisk and the iron gong. Holding the whisk in the left hand and using the gong in the right, he thrashed wildly at the skeleton and the bats.
“You’re my slave, you hear,” the skeleton laboured to say, “And I must take you away.” It floated towards Jeff.
“Yes, you must,” the bats chorused and zoomed in.
“There’re no more slaves in America,” Jeff countered and fought back.
Feeling overwhelmed, the skeleton retreated downstairs. Jeff followed it, banging at its wrist bones and tearing the wing membranes of the bats with the gong. Jeff attacked them right up to the front door and then he felt his powers waning. With punctured wings, the bats now flew slowly and the skeleton, now without wrists, came in with its arm bones. Jeff swung his gong but hit nothing. The bats whipped him with their wings.
Jeff wondered what had happened to the power of the whisk. He looked at his left hand to find it without the whisk. When did it fall without his being aware of it? Jeff retreated.
The bats squawked wildly and followed him, jabbing at his back and neck. Arms flailing wildly, Jeff tried to ward them off. The skeleton clutched his neck, but without phalanges all it could do was smother him with the radius and the ulna bones. Jeff rammed at them with the gong. Then he reached down and with all his might whacked at the skeleton’s pubis. The skeleton doubled over. Jeff rushed up the stairs. The bats followed him, honking like nuts. Jeff lashed at them, but now wiser, they kept out of his range.
Jeff found the whisk on one of the flights of stairs. A bat zoomed in and picked it up with its sharp talons. Jeff sprang up and whisked it off. He turned to see the skeleton on his heels, its arm bones stretched out for him. Its teeth chattered wildly. He shook the whisk in its
direction and the skeleton slowed down. Jeff  fought it with the fury of a cornered wild animal. Then he bounded upstairs.
He crumpled before the deity and prayed. “What should I do now, mighty god?” he lamented.
“Call Daagbo Hunon in Benin,” the vibrations told him. Just then Kate opened the closet a crack and their eyes met. “Pick up my cellular phone and call the shrine in Benin,” he ordered.
Then the skeleton and the bats were on him. Jeff picked up the divinity made up of iron in the form of an umbrella. He whispered to it to help him and to pardon him for using it as a weapon. Then he lunged for the bats, whipping at their wings until the membranes were reduced to tatters. They fell with a thud onto the floor and lay there panting. Then he faced the skeleton.
            From the corner of his eyes, Jeff saw Kate search the mobile’s memory for the diviner’s number in West Africa. Then she pressed the phone to her ears. The skeleton continued to fight. But with more of its bones broken, it couldn’t do much harm. And with a longer fighting object, Jeff managed to keep it at bay.
            “The man appears not to speak English,” Kate shouted.
            Jeff clubbed at the skeleton’s cranium when his relaxed guard encouraged it to come in. The skeleton staggered back and shook its skull.
            “Ask for Gedehusu,” Jeff shouted, his eyes on the skeleton which clutched its cranium but still did not give up the fight. With a mighty effort, the skeleton hurled itself on Jeff and grabbed him onto its bosom and tried to crash him.
            “Quick, Kate!” Jeff cried, struggling with the skeleton.
            Soon Kate told him the charm words and Jeff chanted: “You’re bones and to the grave you must return.”
            A hush descended on the house. Then Jeff heard a sound, like a rocket hurtling farther and farther away. With a plaintive cry, the skeleton rose into the air and floated down the stairway. There came a whistling sound and the bodies of the bats also vanished.

            Jeff, tired, collapsed onto the floor, resolving never to call the dead again.

Busy Bee

Adjo Agbedefu’s biological clock yanked her from sleep in the stuffy shack long before dawn. Her husband, who had gone to bed hours before her snored at the far side of the bed, against the rusting roofing sheet wall. Adjo stretched her aching body, moaned from her burning heart, and scratched her withered skin itchy with bed bug and mosquito bites. Her mouth still tasted bitter from the malaria threatening her since the day before.
Gingerly she reached out her foot and felt for the ground between the bodies of her children sprawled on mats spread on the floor. She swung the other leg out of the straw-filled
bed and tip-toed between the children stretched right up to the door. She pushed it open and a breath of cool air washed over her.
Adjo crossed the courtyard and slid into the kitchen. She groped in the dark for a box of safety matches. She groaned when she couldn’t find the box where she had left it on a table. Tut-tutting, she fumbled everywhere until matches rattled somewhere. She cursed; and before the cock crowed, she had beans sputtering on charcoal fire and before the sounds of the city began she had the stew of cotton oil sizzling.
“Wake up!” Adjo shouted to her children when a neighbour’s radio announced six o’clock, tip-toed over their squirming bodies and disappeared behind the dirt-grimed cotton partition screening the bed from the room and changed her faded cloth for a less faded one she used for peddling food.
With her two-year-old daughter Sena strapped to her back, her eldest son, twelve-year-old Kodjo, helped lift the bowl of beans topped with a pan of gari—a fried cassava dough meal—and two pots of oil—the fried and palm—onto her head and she slogged out, crying “Hot beans here!” Hopefully she would sell enough today to go to the health centre.
            Adjo crossed rue Bougainvillier and entered rue Hibiscus perpendicular to it.
            “Beans seller!” the first customer called Adjo and she stopped crying her ware. The customer helped her lower the load to the ground. Adjo served her and the customer helped her carry the load back onto her head and she went off crying again. She served her customers right up to the intersection with rue de la Frontière, then turned left and soon clomped down rue Jasmin, parallel to rue Hibiscus. She saw a group of young men and slowing down, shouted louder to attract their attention but they went on arguing.
            “Beans seller!” one of them yelled when Adjo was three houses away.
            Adjo sighed and turned slowly. Do they think that it’s easy to hawk food?
            When she came back the men left Adjo standing for a while before one of them helped her with one hand to carry down the food. Adjo had to support most of the weight to prevent the food from tumbling. Then she had to wait for tempers to cool down before getting the order. Getting paid also took minutes. It was with joy that she left them. She had just turned the fourth corner when she bumped into the city council ticket seller.
            “Please wait!” Adjo pleaded as the man grabbed the roll of tickets.
            “What’s the matter?” The man sounded cross.
            “Today many people bought on credit.”
            “That’s your business,” the ticket seller said, tore off a ticket and tended it towards her.
            Adjo’s sad face hardened into a scowl as she fetched the two hundred francs cfa—about half a dollar—from a waistband, paid and stomped away. The rising sun spewed out more heat. Soon, Sena began to whimper. Adjo shook her and she soon shut up. Minutes later Sena cried again. Adjo loosened the cloth in which she was tied, drew her into her armpit area and thrust her breast into her mouth. Sena sucked hungrily.
            “What’s in that dry thing?” a lady passing by said. She helped Adjo carry down her load and Adjo gave Sena some beans mixed with gari and oil. Satisfied, Sena began to prattle.
Adjo kissed her and strapped her back onto her back. By ten, Adjo’s bowl felt light enough for her to return home.
She checked her sales. Her heart fluttered lightly. She had made some profit. She strolled to the market to pay creditors for beans, gari, oil, and condiments and to collect fresh supplies. Back home, Adjo picked foreign matter, especially pieces of stones, from the beans.
“Why do I always have to ask you to make fire for me to cook for you?” Adjo castigated her ten-year-old daughter, Lawoe, as she and her two brothers returned from school at noon and wore long faces.
“We’re hungry,” Lawoe said.
“And the food should cook itself for you to eat?”
Lawoe slouched into the kitchen and soon was coughing from smoke.
“Up to now you still don’t know how to make fire?” Adjo boomed.
“The charcoal’s too hard,” Lawoe mumbled and Adjo strode into the kitchen to help her. She struggled with the fire wondering why nobody sold good charcoal anymore. It took some time for her children to have steaming akume—a corn flour meal—and herring sauce to eat.
It was when her children returned to school at 2.30 and Sena had gone to sleep and the two other children had slipped out to play that Adjo found time to doze on a stool in the kitchen.
            Half an hour later Adjo jerked awake. The children’s clothes had to be washed. She swapped at the hordes of houseflies feeding on the dishes and wondered whether to start from there. She was still debating when the sun’s rays dimmed and she sprang up and fetched water from the well and did the laundry first. Then she scoured the dishes clean. Glancing at her whitened hands she wished they would always be as soft as now. When dry, her palms felt as calloused as parched leather.
            Adjo stretched her back and remained half-bent, wincing. Was she getting old at thirty-two? She was wondering when her raw hand flew to her forehead. Her head throbbed as
if a sledge-hammer banged in there. She must do something about her malaria before it struck her down. She needed to be costantly on her feet, esle... She sighed.
            Adjo dragged herself outside. It was too late to go to the health centre. She wasn’t too keen on going there anyway. One pays a consultation fee there. Also they often prescribed medicine which she could hardly afford.
            At the roadside Adjo explained her problem to the woman selling drugs brought in by traders.
            The woman rummaged through the packets of drugs and pulled out a yellow box from which she extracted white, large tablets. “This is like quinine,” she said. “You’d take two now and tomorrow two in the morning, the same in the afternoon and in the evening.” She again fetched two blister packs of coloured tablets. “These are strong multivitamins. Take one of each now and the same dose in the morning, afternoon and evening.”
            Adjo thanked her profusely and trotted off. She has paid less than a consultation fee for medicine which would no doubt restore her health.
            Back home Adjo took the medicine as instructed, washed her children and had a cold bath herself as directed by the medicine seller.
            “Kodjonon,” a tenant said to her, “have you drank some medicine already?”
            Adjo nodded. “And I feel a little better now. That lady at the roadside knows medicine!”
            “What would we the poor do without her?”
            “We’d all die,” Adjo said.
            “Sure,” the tenant said. “Do take a moment’s rest, okay?”
            Adjo agreed and sat down to rest. Immediately work beckoned to her.
            Adjo rushed to the market and credited provisions for supper. On the way back she felt the world whirling, her feet wobbling and her stomach threatening to empty its contents. She
rushed home just in time to have a bitter, yellowish mixture rush out. She retched some more and depleted her stomach of the little food in it. Soon the retching only pulled in her flat stomach and flooded her sides with pains. She leaned against the soot-grimed kitchen wall, panting. Soon she began to feel better. Then she was on her feet again but felt too weak to work. She waited till the children returned from school. She prepared supper with Lawoe, going through the chores like a film in slow motion.
            An hour after eating supper and taking the tablets again, Adjo began to feel better. She washed the beans and scooped them onto the fire.
            “What’s for supper?” her husband said after parking the old Datsun 160 taxicab in the owner’s garage across the street and strolling into the house, “I’m famished!”
            Adjo sighed and leered at him. What her husband gave was not enough to feed the two of them, yet with six kids he expected to eat like a king.
            Adjo served him.
            “Is this for a baby or for a man like me?” he barked.
            Eat it or leave it, Adjo muttered to herself, strutting out, and then pranced to the gas station to buy kerosene. Power shedding by the electricity company had made her evening business thrive. Back home, her older children helped her to fill half- and quarter-litre bottles. Then she asked them to go and study their lessons. Adjo remained in front of the house selling the fuel.
            “Any coins, Adjo?” her husband asked, going out.
            “I haven’t sold anything,” she grumbled.
            “You never sell anything,” he observed.
            “I can’t look after your kids and yourself.” Her voice rose.
Her husband tittered and slunk away.
Useless man, Adjo sneered. Who should work for you to drink?
Soon the noises of the city began to die down. Adjo was getting ready to go in when her husband came tottering back.
“I’d be waiting for you, Adjo,” he said drunkenly.
Adjo tutted and went on packing. Inside, she stowed away her dishes, tip-toed over the children, and crawled wearily into bed.
            “Adjo,” her husband soon whispered.
            She remained still.
            “Are you already asleep?” he asked in a beggar’s voice.
            Adjo tried to cut off her breath.
            Her husband shook her.
            Adjo grunted.
            “Adjo?” His tone was insistent.
            “Yes?” she drawled.
            He brushed his palm over her body.
            Adjo stiffened. Lord, let this senseless brute leave me alone.
            “What’s the matter?” he said, somewhat edgy.
            “Don’t you know I’m sick?” she retorted.
            “Sh-h-h-h,” he whispered, “you’d wake up the children.”
            Adjo pulled the covercloth over her head and tried to sleep.
            Her husband breathed hard. Soon he was caressing her shoulder.                         
Adjo firmly brushed off his hand. “Don’t you feel for others?” she said and curled herself some more.
 “I do but ... Well, you know how I feel, don’t you?”
“I don’t! So leave me alone!” She snorted.
“Please! Please! Please!” he offered and withdrew to his side of the bed. Soon he rolled back and was begging and pleading as if his very existence depended on what he wanted. The night waits for nobody. Day would soon be here and she has to be up and about. To have opportunity to sleep, she gave her husband what he wanted.
            Adjo sighed. Although she had lost, she felt triumphant. Her husband hadn’t totally won. He has been talking about having another child. All he knew was to make her pregnant. He didn’t worry about the accompanying expenses. How she regretted for not going to the family planning centre long ago for that injection! Tomorrow she would go to the Welfare Centre to ask what all this strange thing about marital rape was about. She was sure that would help her control their sexual relationship too. A pot standing on three legs cannot tumble over: Next, she would have to join a micro-credit union to achieve financial independence.
            For the first time in the day and for several days, a big smile crossed Adjo’s haggard face.